that I saw again the heavy grey face of the paralytic .
No one saw him and Buck gogooff through the orchard on what Buck imaginedimaginewas merely a stroll .
All this wentgobriskly through her mind , undeterred by the reflectionreflectionthat tears were as much out of the Doctor 's way as embraces ; and in this mood she spedspeedswiftly along in the inspirationinspirationof her first sorrowsorrow, as she imaginedimagine, but in reality to suffer her first disappointment , which was of a less soothing character than that mild and manageable grief .
It was May , and the weather was warm for the season ; but Lucilla had caused the firefireto be lighted in the large gloomy library where Dr Marjoribanks always sat in the evenings , with the ideaideathat it would be " a comfort " to him ; and , for the same reason , she had orderedordertea to be served there , instead of the dinner , for which her father , as she imaginedimagine, could have little appetite .